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💔Some decisions in life are so hard. 💔From a heartbroken space we can try to avoid them, yet ultimately they are often out of our control. ❤️In the place of such pain the only medicine, only real option, is the highest good, the aim of peace and unconditional love. 💫This morning has been tough💫 🐺My dog has taken a severe turn for the worse and I have spent much of it giving healing and being with her. 🐺Now resting, I took a moment with the cards. 🐺I wanted to pick the one that had a fold in it, it seemed comfortable some how, turning it over it was the four of swords. 🐺I knew I had to move on. Shuffling a card fell out. 🗡️Tuning in I could feel a fine line, the knife edge between this world and the next. 🗣️I thought of my dog currently between realms and heard "the shamans role is to be comfortable walking this path of transition" 🗡️I wasn't. 🗡️I wanted to go back to me and her walking in the fields whilst she ordered my wolfhound around. 🐺Connecting to my dearest friend I felt great love, she was at peace with this space with great dignity. 🐺I knew, not heard but somehow knew, the message no longer outside but part of me that this card, this energy, this peace was what I needed to hold onto throughout this process. 🗡️It felt like the strength card, but was the Page of Swords #tarot #tarotcards #tarotfeely #healing #animalhealing #mylife #shaman

✨Have you ever been rejected? ✨Had your hope placed in another, in life, stamped on? 💔Hurts right💔 ✨How did you rise above it? ✨Have you healed the wound? 🧡I don't mean forgiveness. 💛Acceptance. 💚But the tearing apart of the faith you had in who you were. 💙The trust you had in yourself💜 Meditating this morning the right side of my body my masculine so twisted and painful, I surrendered and asked for help. 💥Nothing came💥 Going about my morning, I heard the word trust. 🙏I had trust right? Wasn't that faith? No. 🙏Trust, the physical embodiment of faith. I could feel it, lacking down my body, I felt such anger and hurt. Sitting with it, holding space for myself, I shuffled the cards. ✨Spontaneously splitting into three, I picked the right side. ✨Seven cards. ✨Endurance. ✨Moving forward. 🎶Tuning in I heard whiter shade of pale🎶 I could feel such energy in the lower part of my body restricted by my heart, a visual of a roof. 💫I heard "break through the ceiling, it's time to release this now "💫 🌋Fearing the energy, like a volcano about to erupt I realised it wasn't trust in others, in spirit or my connection but my ability to ride this energy, to fly with it. 💔With the song something inside so strong threatening to rip open my chest I recalled the thymus activation I am to be part of and smiled at the next chapter in the book I am about to read.... How to regain trust💞 💥The card💥 🔥The Knight of Wands🔥 #tarot #tarotcards #tarotfeely #healing #trust #trustyourself #knightofwands

🙏Can you hold space while all plays out around you? 💃Connecting to your own internal music and rhythm? 🕺Or are you caught up in the needs and dance of others? This morning I felt really called to use another deck, one that has been calling me for a few days now. 💫I really didn't want to move!💫 Did it matter in all honesty what cards I used, how the message came? ✨Clearly hearing "yes - what you connect to has to feel right"✨ I picked up the new mythical tarot from my shelf. 🙍‍♀️Resisting the urge to place its cloth, tribal and convered in pictures of the sun, around my head I felt so cold.🌬️ 🐺Noticing my dog was also shaking I stopped shuffling on the 7 of swords, opened the curtain for even more light and wrapped her in blankets.🐕 💫Now cosy, I returned to the cards.💫 Tuning into the message to feel not think, I still felt so very cold, to my bones, naked almost my skin aware of every sensation. 🌞I felt sad, longing for the sun, the light☀️ My back felt burden, tied from my womb to a deep heaviness that wasn't mine, it felt like the 10 of wands. 🙇‍♀️I was exhausted.🙇‍♀️ All before I had even picked the card up let alone looked at it! 🤸‍♀️When I did hold it, I immediately saw stone cherubs come to life, it felt lighter, playful somehow mischievous.🤹‍♀️ 🎶Hearing music playing I recieved "this is the only thing you need to carry"🎵 ✨The card✨ 😈The Devil👿 #tarot #tarotcards #tarotfeely #magic #fun #letgo #thedevil #7ofswords #releasethejourney #sacredwitness #healing #firstknowthyself #selfworth #selflove #selfdiscovery #empowerment #strength #onelove #change #bethechange #courage #soulmidwife

✨Where do you need some "tough love?" ✨How do you feel about boundaries? ✨What one desire are you ready to stand firm with? Shuffling the Tarot this morning, I felt a real get to the point type energy. 💫I struggled not to pull back from it💫 My headache still pounding from last night increased and my eye became very sore. 🥾Picking a card I was sternly guided to put my foot down👢 🗣️No longer sitting in a position similiar to the Hanged Man I heard "the time for waiting is over, who do you want to be" It felt so very harsh, female but also determined. ✨To be OK, more than OK with what I wanted and focus my attention on this✨ I could hear the song one foot in the grave and recalled the character Victor Meldrew, always complaining. More and more the energy felt cold, standoffish, painful even yet I knew I had to face it. Tuning in I found myself going through a tunnel of sticks, reaching the other side having to really bring the energy down into the Earth to make it less severe I saw a female Goddess waiting, similiar to Isis. 👩‍⚖️So loving yet true she reminded me of Justice, she had grown from the High Priestess somehow and was now beyond the harshness and mercy of duality, she was fully embodied. 🕟Asking for a message, feeling like I was done, having been in this space long enough, I recieved "it's time"⌚ ✨The card✨ 💫9 of Wands💫 #tarot #tarotcards #tarotfeely #9ofwands #determination #toughlove #boundaries #cuttingcords

👩‍🔧"Build it and they will come" Build what? 👩‍🏭How are your foundations? Who are "they?" 👷‍♀️Are you happy with the your collaborations? What will you offer? 🙏How much faith do you hold in your legacy? 💫I woke this morning having read for myself in my dream time, the card was Death and I found myself speaking in my sleep "your going through a huge transit" 💫Feeling how I did in my thirties when many planets were shifting I checked and sure enough, now yes, there were three planets in transit or about to be, one Pluto-Death. Meditating I missed my husband, we really haven't seen much of each other, but are both working so hard at changing the world we live in. One card left in the tin I turned it over to see Death beneath the eight of Pentacles. 💒Shuffling I couldn't take my eyes from my wedding photo, my husband in particular, and wondered if I should tune in, was it for him or me... I heard "both" Holding the card I felt the need to ground. 🙏Seeing my husband praying, he has been doing this a lot apparently, I wasn't aware until that moment. ✨I could hear Celine Dion "a new day has come" in comments and heard "where do your priorities lie"✨ I felt my legs open wider as I took the position of the Queen of Wands, debating getting my hair done and saw it red and shorter. 🔥Hearing "embrace your fire, look at who you are becoming" my energy expanded, I felt great strength and healing down my right side.🔥 The card 💫The Three of Pentacles💫 #tarot #tarotcards #tarotfeely #magic #fun #letgo #healing #empowerment #sacredwitness #thefool #heyoka #medicine #shaman #shamanictools #onedreamliveit #selflove #selfdiscovery #legacy #threeofpentacles

💫Can you see the magic in every day life? In yourself? 💫It is occurring all around us, within us. Too often we find this "mundane muggle" life lacking and seek to find the extra-ordinary elsewhere. ✨The "hungry ghosts" constantly seeking more meaning, never satisfied. ✨Regularly seperating the super from the natural. What if you are the Cauldron, the physical vessel within which all mystical possibilities reside. ✨Can you look into your own splendour and create from this space of true connection✨ I'm currently on hold for the GP have been for the last 40 minutes. 🧹I have managed to continue daily chores whilst waiting, washing, cleaning answering my son who has successfully got the job he wanted, I have been praying for this for some time. ⌚Watching the time go by, moving no further up the que I wondered if I could do my healing, Tarot etc whilst waiting. ✨So often my physical life stops so I can immerse myself✨ 🙏Praying and meditating with the numbers counting down in the background I heard "it's not about seperating the spiritual but making the" normal " magical. 👿Sat in the lotus position I held the card, visualising the 2 of Wands and then immediately the Devil, I recalled parts of my dream last night. 👁️People everywhere, thier eyes merging into one central eye, they then morphed into minions from the Disney film. 👁️All I could see was this one eye. 👁️I felt like I was holding it up for all to see. I suddenly felt very grounded, my old "pre spiritual" self and realised I had huge awareness then but less understanding, it just was. The card now showing itself as a mirror of me in my hands I felt guided to look through it. ✨Asking for a message I recieved "your not a minion, don't become lost"✨ The card 💫Page of Pentacles💫 #tarot #tarotcards #journeying #healing #empowerment #sacredwitness #thefool #heyoka #medicine #shaman #shamanictools #onedreamliveit #selflove #selfdiscovery #healing

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