🤡How foolish are you? 🤹♂️Do you treat each moment as a new one, open to the surprises that life can bring? 🤸♀️Or do you see yourself and as such the world around you repetitive? 🤸♂️What one leap can you take to move forward?
For me this morning it came from the Tarot, and the knowing that only through seeing through the eyes of a child could I really recieve the gift of beauty. 🧘♀️Experiencing a peaceful meditation before hand.
I Kept finding myself looking at my wedding photo and how happy I looked. 💕April fools day the day of my own sacred Union.
The Fool.
That's me.
I considered in meditation getting a "proper" job, fitting in, having a plan it was a fleeting moment and for the first time not only did I not feel guilty I also didn't feel it was because I was needed for something deeper. ✨I just felt free. ✨No labels, no titles, me. ✨As though I was returning on the fools journey complete with the gift of who I AM.
Shuffling I picked a card and felt some uncertainty I had chosen correctly. 🌼"look up" I heard. ☁️So I did out my window to the clouds. 🌤️I used to watch them so much as a child, scry them and know what was occurring, another way the Earth spoke. 🌥️I immediately saw the Page of swords in my mind. ⚔️The sword my heart, my connection to Great Spirit, held high and free.
Still not looking at the card in my hand I tuned into the energy, the reflective message. ⚡As I did so my vision changed, this happens a lot when I'm in this non analytical vibration. ⚡It clouds over, demists almost. ⚡Then everything became so colourful, colours I have no words for. I saw auras around the trees, and I felt my third eye form with my heart and eyes, it became a very magical place indeed, so many energies, a return to innocence, so new and potential. 💕How hungry I felt in my heart for more of this.
A wonderland.
Magic. 💫Asking for a message I heard "To see or not to see, that really is the only question" 🤡I felt joke like energy, The Fool again. 🤸♂️I found myself wondering can I be the Fool everyday? 🤹♂️"From this place of vision you create what you see" I hear.
🧘♀️Meditating this morning I felt stretched.
I began thinking of all the things "I hadn't completed" all the things I "should be doing" ✨What was my purpose, my calling. 💕Going into my now pained heart, what if for now this was it, this moment, what if I had been given the most incredible opportunity to just be? ✨My mind bored, yet my body at peace, this was enough, I in this moment enough.
Shuffling, a card whizzed out in front of me distracting me, so I tuned in. ☀️I saw the sun card, felt myself full with light and free. 🎸I saw my husbands guitar, my eyes drawn to a sticker "the right to grow". 👑Going into my meditation I saw peace, holding the card, a crown, The Tower but great peace, I heard "The divine right to grow" I could feel Heirophant energy but not quite, as the clouds outside opened, I felt something blocking this peace. ✌️I felt stressed, noises outside, people, going back into my own energy observing them running around cutting back the growth of their gardens I again found stillness. 🌱"Grow from here, this place, you have a divine right to grow it is written for you all, at your own pace from a place of gratitude achievable when you stop forcing. It is natural law." The card
5 of wands (reversed for the first time ever!) #tarot #tarotcards #journeying #healing #empowerment #sacredwitness #thefool #heyoka #medicine #shaman #shamanictools #onedreamliveit #selflove #selfdiscovery #soul #soulhealing #tarotfeely #peace #divineright
🥀Have you heard of the Cherokee rose? 🥀Legend that suggests the tears of Indigenous women resulted in the growth of Roses asking the trail of tears. 🥀Without disrespecting there is much more to this than I could ever be aware of. 🥀But for me it speaks of strength in great adversity, prayers recognised and answered in an unexpected way, and the connection we have to all and the very respect this commands. ✨This morning I felt great sadness picking a card, like I was being asked to let go of something. ✨Without looking, in my minds eye I saw the black pilar in the High Priestess severity. 🖤In a cave with light coming through, it felt time to leave but I feared I would be abandoning so many behind. ❤️I then began helping others up by being free myself. 🖤With my eyes shut all I could see was a bright light, eventually it turned into a figure. 💕A knights helmet, yet I felt it was death, I didn't see the face just a bar and chain mail at the back. 💕He was moving fast, determined, I felt I was riding next to him.
Asking for a message I sobbed.
I don't know why or what it was, I could just hear a flute being played. 🖤I heard "let go of the regret"
My heart felt like it would explode there was so much and it didn't feel just mine, collective again.
I could barely breathe. 🥀I asked how and saw flowers, rotten, dead begin to uncurl and bloom.
I was reminded of the pure white rose upon Deaths flag, The fool hand, and in the 6 of cups. 🖤"open" 🌹It didn't feel a time for words, enough had been said, it was time to be the rose, feeling this I felt my energy lighten, and ride. 🌹I thought of the Cherokee rose.
What if infact I, we are the very blooms from the tears of our ancestors prayers.
The card
The three of pentacles
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🙏Meditating this morning I felt dense energy in my higher heart, a tiredness so old I felt it on a soul level.
Picking a card that stood upright, without looking I tuned in. 💫Immediately I saw my "work" wasn't done, there was another baby, a girl soul, waiting to join my family soul and I was to be present after that my "work" was complete. 🔭I saw a lighthouse, my higher heart now stretching to be the light for this soul. 💫I saw cliffs, rocks, water crashing against them it felt medieval, I have been here, it reminded me of Gibraltar, my great grandmother's birth place. 🛥️I saw a small boat in the fog, it reminded me of the "ferry man" and then a familiar famous painting of a woman in a boat. ⌛I then saw my higher heart become the Christian fish symbol, opening it formed a cave with light shining through and I heard the word Aeon, it felt from another Tarot deck (I googgled it.. In images) I heard "rebirth" and "sands of time" and decided to leave the cave. 🌀I have been here before, it isn't physical, in my dream time, an Ethereal plane of great healing pools, crystals and ancient power. 🏖️Walking out the other side I found myself stood on the beach like the 3 of wands, the sun shining. 🐉I saw a dragon flying towards me and felt love and recognition as he landed and transformed into Merlin, for my own "human recognition" 🧙♂️I asked for a message, I didn't recieve one, but felt a promise, a contract almost, that things were about to lighten up, that I was about to see the "fun of magic"
The card
The Ten of Wands
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🌀Do you know what you came here to do? 🌀Who you are and where you came from? 🌀Aren't they one and the same? ✨My morning meditation connected me to Atlantean healing energy (I have trained in this but it has been a while since I have asked for help). 💫As my vibration rose, I saw a city of crystals rise from the ocean. ✨Recieving clearly that I am a healer, I was guided to remain in this energy and not concern myself with "what I do but rather who I am" ✨I saw Temperance as an Angel of Atlantis. 🌀 I felt how hard it is to connect from a lower vibration, but by imagining the city rising I was stepping into the ethereal city of Atlantis within me... Yes it gets trippier! 🧙♂️I kept seeing myself walking with a staff whilst shuffling, through different times and places. 💫Finally picking a card, that was there all along on the sofa in front of me, I glanced at the workman outside my gate, almost waiting, for the lorry (of which I could only see the lights)to reach him. ⛰️Without looking I tuned in, the energy felt cold but clear, Atlantean. 🐺I saw a wolf upon a mountain calling for the light of the moon, I heard "when you have physical pain call to the light, when you are too high come down, balance on the mountain" 🗻I saw the light flood my right side and my Celestial male lineage, I then saw the Star card, myself, between this and my female Earth line, channeling both as a child of the Universe. 🙏I felt great peace. 🌀Coming back to the card I saw myself infront of me, a mirror, out of body, guiding me to keep going.
The card 🧙♂️The Hermit (my moon sign, but I also have Virgo in five planets if I recall rightly)
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💫Do you avoid what you are feeling? ✨One of the simplest ways of healing, connecting to your intuition and finding peace is to just "be in your body" ✨And yet as a species we continuously avoid this. ✨Rushing, pushing doing but rarely being. ✨Tempted to ignore the very answers we are seeking as they don't tally with "our" plans. 🍂This morning I had a large to do list for my physical health, planning to do my daily practice rapidly I meditated in the garden and shuffled the cards.
Ignoring the pain in my womb asking me to slow down, I dropped the cards.
They felt clumpy, almost too big for my hands. 🤔Tuning in without looking, I felt nothing. 💭I tried to rush it, and heard "there is no rush, some things take time" 🐌Hearing the song "all the time in the world" I placed the card upon the bench, gazed at the fibonnachi sequence in the snails shell beside me and thought how incredible his body gives him all he needs.
Checking my Facebook, hand on womb due to my cycle, I could feel it spinning, needing to calm, to be. 🐆I saw posts of patience and an article on the Archetype Jaguar, looking beyond the obvious to our feelings and mind.
Picking the card back up, I sat with it in my hand looking out to the trees. ✨"what do you feel?" Tired. ✨"because you are, what you feel is real"
I knew today was a day to just be with my feelings, my creative womb centre.
Sounds easier than it is when there is such pain. ⌚I had set the intention to improve my health, in my mind I didn't have time for these inconvenient emotions.
Yet in feeling them, I know like the snail, I will have all I need for my body and the Ayni I am trying to regain on all physical levels. 🎁My body is my gift🎁
The card
Ace of Pentacles.
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