“Sometimes you don’t realise your own strength until you come face to face with your greatest weakness”

Susan Gale

I think I expect too much from myself sometimes

I can be an incredibly harsh self critic

Often lacking the compassion I show others

Today looking at my list of plans, having achieved a third of them, I’m improving.

With awareness

The last few months I have had support, connections and balance in relationships deeply reflected back to me

Where they are lacking

Especially the one with myself

I have nearly, several times, from rejection, disloyalty and sheer heartbreak (when a Leo loves and all that) allowed this to make me bitter

Surrendered to the if you can’t beat them join them attitude

It’s not me

In reality I would also be the only person to suffer

Becoming inauthentic and part of a world I don’t want to manifest

Guarded

Boundaried

Traumatised

Restricted

But I still do it, mainly to myself!

By expecting to much

At least that’s what I have often been advised

Today, realising my bigger plans right into next year are incredibly on track, due to my own perceptions and actions, I shuffled The Tarot.

Selecting an image originally at the front of the pack, then middle, finally underneath all the cards, from behind the Three of Wands, I tuned into the unknown image in my hands

Eyes drawn to the Devil character on the box I felt my own body buzzing.

Trying to calm this transformative fire, I went into the vibration

So fast,shifting the pain from my tired aching muscles, healing rapidly, I could sense light deep into my cells, as I recieved ” feel right into this energy, this is what you are capable of”

The card was indeed the Devil underneath which sat The Six of Pentacles

Today allow yourself to build momentum

Find those that support and respect your growth

Not restrict it from thier own boundaried views ( this one included unless it resonates!)

Remember the Devil is in the details and this year, beginning, middle and end, has and will be about how we hold back our own light in relationships, including with ourself.

May we all set sail towards a more balanced true expression of the energy we really are and share from this limitless source, empowering others to do the same.

In deepest munay

Kirsty

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