“Sometimes you don’t realise your own strength until you come face to face with your greatest weakness”
I think I expect too much from myself sometimes
I can be an incredibly harsh self critic
Often lacking the compassion I show others
Today looking at my list of plans, having achieved a third of them, I’m improving.
The last few months I have had support, connections and balance in relationships deeply reflected back to me
Where they are lacking
Especially the one with myself
I have nearly, several times, from rejection, disloyalty and sheer heartbreak (when a Leo loves and all that) allowed this to make me bitter
Surrendered to the if you can’t beat them join them attitude
It’s not me
In reality I would also be the only person to suffer
Becoming inauthentic and part of a world I don’t want to manifest
But I still do it, mainly to myself!
By expecting to much
At least that’s what I have often been advised
Today, realising my bigger plans right into next year are incredibly on track, due to my own perceptions and actions, I shuffled The Tarot.
Selecting an image originally at the front of the pack, then middle, finally underneath all the cards, from behind the Three of Wands, I tuned into the unknown image in my hands
Eyes drawn to the Devil character on the box I felt my own body buzzing.
Trying to calm this transformative fire, I went into the vibration
So fast,shifting the pain from my tired aching muscles, healing rapidly, I could sense light deep into my cells, as I recieved ” feel right into this energy, this is what you are capable of”
The card was indeed the Devil underneath which sat The Six of Pentacles
Today allow yourself to build momentum
Find those that support and respect your growth
Not restrict it from thier own boundaried views ( this one included unless it resonates!)
Remember the Devil is in the details and this year, beginning, middle and end, has and will be about how we hold back our own light in relationships, including with ourself.
May we all set sail towards a more balanced true expression of the energy we really are and share from this limitless source, empowering others to do the same.
In deepest munay