“Run fast for your mother, run fast for your father
Run for your children, for your sisters and brothers
Leave all your love and your longing behind
You can’t carry it with you if you want to survive”
Florence and the machine
Pretty much it really!
How have you found these last few days?!
All hail the Heyokas!
The upside down, topsy-turvy, Hanged Man, Otorongo, Thunderbeings of the West have been incredibly busy!
I love it
It’s taken me a long time to acknowledge this vibration within me
Even now I do so with great humility and humour
It hasn’t always been the case
I have run, screamed, fought, repressed and worst of all tried to understand this energy
The first step, necessary really, for all that was, including me, to be ripped apart, destroyed and rebuilt
Today, guided by these, my, our Ancestors, I am looking at two completely different premises of work.
Both with the same ethos
Supporting people to deliver their own potential
Reflecting over this week, had I limited Spirit I never would have realised my own path.
Now without expectation I am headed towards a wide range of individuals all of whom, one way or another, I shall provide a Sacred healing space for!
Its no surprise really, in Midwifery I could never stay in one place.
Working in Theatre, high dependency, education birth centres and peoples homes- by being open I truly saw all aspects of myself and skills.
By meeting others I met myself.
I haven’t been doing this of late.
Playing “safe” within like minded energies I have felt the frustration of my Soul, knowing they and I had moved on.
Yet this morning I couldn’t for the life of me realise why I had fought this so long, it was very unlike me.
Aware of this energetic rush, breathing, expanding my own heart space as I randomly selected from behind the Knight of Swords I heard “let us sort it, let it all slot into place”
Tuning into the unknown image in my hands, hearing the lyrics, listen, to the song here in my heart, I became aware of an energy interference.
Right into my chest.
Asking for a message I recieved “be aware when someone is reading your energy, we’ve got you”
The card was the Three of Swords, reversed
I have never known a week with such support
Be it guides, The Universe, our intuition.
It is different and as such it is asking for different.
To turn everything, ourselves included on its head.
Only then will we see any cords, connections, beliefs, ancestry that may need healing.
May we all find this Sacred Heyoka space within us, and from here run open hearted towards our truest potential.
In deepest munay