“It’s cancer but not cancer”- the treatment available this Full moon.

Do You Know Where You’re Going To?
Do you like the things that life is showin’ you?
Where are you going to?
Do you know?

Do you get what you’re hopin’ for
When you look behind you? There’s no open doors
What are you hopin’ for?
Do you know?

Once we were standin’ still in time
Chasin’ the fantasies that filled our minds
You knew how I loved you but my spirit was free
Laughin’ at the questions that you once asked of me

Do You Know Where You’re Going To?
Do you like the things that life is showing you?
Where are you goin’ to?
Do you know?

Now lookin’ back at all we’ve planned
We let so many dreams just slip through our hands
Why must we wait so long before we’ll see
How sad the answers to those questions can be?

Do You Know Where You’re Going To?
Do you like the things that life is showing you?
Where are you going to?
Do you know?

Do you get what you’re hopin’ for
When you look behind you? There’s no open doors
What are you hopin’ for?
Do you know?

“It’s Cancer but not Cancer”

The words I woke to this morning.

That’s not actually true.

I had woken before.

With the moon.

It was my cat calling that had led to my movement, a reflection of my inner Leo strength.

My screaming womb that had resulted in not sleeping, portraying my own release.

But it was the Moon that woke me, highlighting my current internal cycle.

Illuminating the illusionary shadows outside to make visible what was once unseen within my metaphorical and literal garden.

It was my own physical pain on many levels that sent me back to sleep, requiring a healing larger than any I have experienced to date.

Here, in my dreamtime, waiting for my biopsy results I heard the words.

“It’s Cancer but not Cancer”

Welcome to the first full illumination of 2022

Ironically in the sign of cancer, the eternal mother of the zodiac, nearly a year after my own cancerian mum passed from… you guessed it Cancer.

Can you see the energy available in the next few days and the incredible healing potential for those willing, no let’s change that, ready to “look up” from their own shadows and illusions.

The opportunity to take everything that has changed us on a cellular level and face, accept and treat any dis-ease we may be encountering.

The answers are there, outside of us, being reflected with an awareness so bright it can only be linked to the light bringer himself.

The Devil of the Tarot, one of the many vibrations this year.

You will recognise him.

The masculine actions of us all being being reflected within the collective psyche during this current Venus and Mercury retrograde.

Asking us to see all the restrictions we have or need to put in place to “have a dream”

The Full “wolf” moon arrives on Martin Luther Day, no coincidence, like the messages we are currently receiving.

We are being guided to look at our own potential growth and remove any true-mours within it.

To observe our own hearts calling and how we communicate with ourselves and each other.

I am currently writing this having been called out on a social media app for “using cardboard with pictures on to predict my day” in regard to a daily reading I shared.

Whilst this energy isn’t new to me, like the moon it has always been there, the way I have reacted is.

I have shed light with my response on my own whys and thanked the individual for the opportunity to interact and heal.

Imagine a World where this occurred constantly.

Where we could examine our own shadows and triggers for the illumination they can bring.

This is the vibration we are being faced with this week and indeed the next ten days, leading up to Imbolc here in the UK.

The first signs of Spring, the catalyst of changing seasons.

The breaking open of seeds planted and the thawing of the land within which they “lie”

A metaphor I have been feeling for some days now, actually since the Capricorn, eternal father, Devil, new Moon.

An opportunity to look at our own balance, harmony and progression from where we currently are.

My own hasn’t been as stable as I would like.

I have been diagnosed with arthritis within my support system, have lost my grip, literally and emotionally whilst walking my dog as a result of holding him back for others and a lack of control, and have been sent a stark reminder of where I could be “going to.”

Not only through my dream today but a picture sent by my brother, my reflective masculine, of a woman so like me it was uncanny, hospitalised on breathing apparatus right as I lit another “fag”

Whilst these shadow aspects are as yet potential, they are undeniably there and have led to some questions I havent liked and a much needed opening up of my own vision around who I am.

Like the Tarot, they hold no judgement,the energy for the next ten years, they just are, and it is up to the individual or collective to make decisions regarding what is seen….or not as the case may be for some over the next few days.

On the “bright” side, I have also encountered many emotional, empathic responses.

My husband has brought me a blender to activate a healthier regime, I am attending physiotherapy to strengthen my body, I have finished with great clarity of my own journey a presentation on Spirituality and Mental health ( a major energy for this year) am to receive further financial aid for my own conditions and continue to seek guidance from higher sources around me, with every insight.

Daily with the tarot, through the playing of my own game changer session and my beloved mother who has decided it is now time to take the grief I have held and use Death for what it is, a chance for transformation.

As a result, I have been stripped bare of any duality in regard to the guidance I am receiving and my place here on the belly of Pachamama, and what is being asked of me by my eternal mother.

I have and continue to become firmer in the reasons I am here and what it is I offer.

This will be expanding from February when the doors of so many seeds planted will be opened.

I will be offering my services once again, knowing with a certainty beyond me they are called for.

That every step has led to a deeper awareness and healing of my connection to myself, and the guides I am blessed to encounter, including those I may not “wish to see”

The next ten days will offer us all this potential.

To embody the Lovers vibration of 2022.

To visualise the dream the Earth holds for us, if only we listen to her roar within and allow it to thaw anything that is not of our own salka.

The wild undomesticated light within us.

Here we can observe the external actions, feel into our own emotions and communicate from a higher perspective.

May we all take this time to standstill, ask the questions that empower us to see where we are going, whether we like what life is showing us or not, in order to close the doors of the past now being highlighted and avoid the dreams we held slipping through our hands.

In deepest munay



Do you have a dream

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