” Have the courage to swim against the tide. Have the courage to be happy”
Despite deliberately setting the intention for a lie in today, I feel dismayed.
The mould in my bathroom reminding me just how much work is needed in 2022, not just with my home!
I can sense the Capricorn new moon and the energy of next year.
Highlighting all the places where I don’t feel enough
Writing a metaphorical list that threatens to imprison me in this addictive energy
Feeling into this vibration I sensed childhood trauma
Needs not met
Wants taking backstage
Being with this, I shuffled the Tarot, selecting from behind the Heirophant.
Tuning into the unknown image, demanding almost from frustration what I could do to change my current situation, I came face to face with a mountain.
Climbing in my minds eye, I continued to fall.
Asking for a message I recieved ” in this energy all guidance is frozen”
Surrendered to my feelings
Watching the glacier defrost into a stream, first lava, then clear crisp water, I began to walk forward.
Passing between two trees, guided by my own internal cycle, I heard “continue swimming upstream”
The card was The Moon
Today look at what your inner World can teach you right now
Where do you need to be stronger than you are
How can surrendering to this knowing empower you
May we all recognise our emotions for the lessons they bring by feeling into thier answers
In deepest munay