Each day I think I’ve gotten there
The tipping point where I’ll feel better
Over the hump, on the other side
But this cube is sideless
The time is long, the nights are short
The days oblivious, can’t tell them apart
My mind is a flurry of randomness
when really, that’s all we have
This day is that day, the next the last
I want to climb this mountain
but I can’t escape the past
It’s always becoming my future
History repeats itself, often with fair warning
Unless you bathe in ignorance
and some mornings, I have to admit
I want to run that bath
I just want to know that I got there
Across the threshold of doubt
and into a wildfire of hope,
if that exists anymore
But every day as I feel it inside of me,
it shrinks and melts
and I start to realize that
the only tipping point I want to see
is the one where everyone gets it
so we don’t have to keep doing this
again and again
© Jonathan Greene 2020
I am sat in my dining room/office/chambers having “just” reviewed my own empowerment session regarding physical results:
This week my intentions were-
Improved health- more exercise
Improved relations-more effort
Improved resources- more sharing of who I am
I can say I’m- proved!
I have risen
To the tasks at hand
Brought order back to my own legislation
Provided community service
Done the time!
This year is sort of about rebirth as well as the nature of vengeance and justice
Rig Veda
Searching my mind for words to express not only the last few weeks, months, who am I kidding, year, but also attempting to relate it collectively I offer you my closing statement!
I , like so many of us have found the process incredibly weird, or is that Wyrd?
On all levels
In fact, like life, it has taken this fate or destiny itself to collaborate any kind of sense.
Take “Wacky Wednesday”- a weekly occurrence in our group, born from wanting more.
Now delivering structure, guidance, awareness, and fun of what was is occurring in “order” to achieve balance.
Embodying the Archetypes being played out around us- I submit evidence A, today’s video: Note the importance of taking time to “drink from one’s own cup first!”
We can see we are often unaware of the energy we are creating from until it is reflected.
This h-OM-e for me has become a collective “tipping point” ( Continuing to provide substantial backing and “pro bono” support for all members:https://www.facebook.com/groups/200334081120129 )
Forgetfulness of your real nature is true Death, remembrance of it is rebirth.
Ramana Maharshi
A space where, with great gratitude, mutual respect, and admiration so many of us are seen, heard, and witnessed.
Our court, to have our stories held, accepted, removed from judgement, and freed.
This “instinct-tution” nearly a year old now, has empowered myself and many to know where we are in life.
Be it through meditation, Shamanic tools, Tarot, healing, or support throughout our own transgressions.
We have initiated each other, rebirthing who we truly are , providing a “break in the circuit”
We have and are relinquishing old patterns in our behaviours.
Reforming in our own ways the pandemic that is occurring.
Mastery is a product of consistently going beyond our limits
Stewart Emerly
Not corona
Not Climate Change
Not inequality
Not injustice
The real perpetrator.
The avoidance of Self-mastery.
Responsibility
Accountability
Deliverance
To do this there has been many cases that have taken us individually and collectively “ over the edge” in order to truly begin again.
Fresh, “innocent” upon the Archetypal fool’s journey, to change the game ( I submit testimony A in action https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TiKLO3vDLZo)
The eye is always caught by the light, but shadows have more to say
Gregory Maguire
What better time, with the day of the Dead around the corner, the thinning of the veils and this Libra New Moon is there to finally address and hold space for the trials occurring, amongst such a supportive panel.
Without attachment.
I take a moment now to invite you the reader to join us, entrance to the bench can be found here-https://www.facebook.com/groups/200334081120129
Without judgement of character.
To examine the power “ your honour” brings to this chamber of creation.
Acceptance of you and your “sentence”
Acknowledging the increasing demands being asked of not only your constituents, teammates, family, ancestors but indeed yourself.
Unless you try to do something beyond what you have already mastered you will never grow
Ralph Waldo Emerson
We often search for more.
This is evolution.
Growth.
Karma
We all feel it inside of us.
Beyond the “hungry ghost” of desire that will no doubt appear this New Moon.
Past the debate of who gives what during the reflective period of Mercury retrograde in Mars that occurred on the 13th.
To the very thing we are collectively resenting, fearing, angry towards.
Power, abuse of it, and the Death of all that continue to manipulate it.
The ego
Our own included.
True peace is not merely the absence of war it is the presence of justice
Jane Addams
Two weeks ago, I had, in my confusion believed the Full Moon was in fact in Libra.
Preparing the whole blog around justice, balance, equality, much like life, my own view had become skewed.
So I believed.
Trusting now, my truth, regardless of what is occurring in the stars above me- these aspects have always been the very principles I stand for.
Underneath it all.
Ayni
Reciprocity
Of the one power I firmly be-live in
Salka- the light within us.
The Soul
The only judge or jury.
Love
The one thing we are weighed against in each decision, transition, stage of it’s labour.
Mastering others is strength mastering ourselves is true power
Lao Tzu
The very essence that continues to be fed from, charged for, deceived with, and held back.
From ourselves and each other.
Yet ironically the one thing that unites us all.
Be it relationships, careers, religions throughout time the one Universal law or language has and continues to be deciphered by love.
As you grow older you will discover you have two hands one for helping yourself one for helping others
Maya Angelou
Despite this New moon falling in Libra, there are two main energies that continue to spring to mind for myself this month.
The Lovers and the High Priestess.
Adam and Eve
My brother and mother by name- an incredibly relevant aspect of dis-ease right now, the masculine and feminine the mother and child.
Eden- a familiar theme that has birthed the structure of most of this year’s posts.
The very foundation it would seem of our shadow collectively
The Underworld
The steps taken to get where we are.
The veil between this world and the next
The darkness does not destroy the light: it defines it. It is our fear of the dark that casts our joy into the shadow.
Brene Brown
The space that holds all answers to all things necessary to regain light within the darkness
It is here, I ask of you now, the following questions.
How do we create and utilise this knowing for others.
From what place, what step within our descent are we truly stood upon.
Have we emerged from the his-story;
What actions have we as proof?
Where is the evidence?
Do we continue to reside in the pit of an Illusionary world unable to hear the calls of our Pachamama asking us to rise?
What belief holds the foundations of our free will.
Is the creation of the “new world order” really from the light within us.
Have we regained our Sovereignty from the infection of our crown?
And the truth shall bear witness of itself
Edmond Bordeaux Szekely
Many indigenous tribes believe we never left Eden, the place of beauty ( I exhibit Meditation- Return to the Womb- to initiate this remembrance within you here-https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kH1f7pIHiyI&list=PLEGKLUwP0-nLajVE_UjjA7RHL3rA5or3q&index=5)
That abundance is all around us within this knowing.
Regardless of what we have there is always enough to share.
Of late this appears to be needed now more than ever.
If we are to achieve more, we must become more.
For the dead and the living we must bear witness
Elie Wiesel
More than our Ancestors
More than our stories
More than our beliefs or judgements
By witnessing them, holding space, allowing space to balance out the trust that love is not blind but unable to see anything that is untrue or unjust.
That is how we plead the fifth be it amendment, agreement, or dimension!
This is where I can be your attorney, point out the objections leading you away from witnessing the life you came here to achieve ( I include my own services as evidence here:https://kirstydignam.co.uk/services/)
Well done is better than well said
Benjamin Franklin
I remember as a child, despite being raised in a poverty cycle, we gave all we had to each other.
We shared.
What we served we received, in that our needs were always met.
Recently, expecting an increase in physical results in my life, I was reminded of this energy.
Youth
The Hero
The Fool
The unknown stories from the level of Hummingbird
Innocence.
Child of the Earth
The Great Mother
Reminded to bear witness to who I/ we truly are.
Limitless
Held
Fed
Nurtured
Loved
By a force far beyond our own understanding and thankfully passed any limitations we have chosen to place upon it.
I had expected more, as is our divine birth right, yet imprisoned the very energy through which it could be received.
The fears we don’t face become our limits
Robin sharma
The Feminine within me.
Through my actions, my repressed, stoic, harsh masculine.
I had held back the very power that sought to unite my cause.
Love.
There was only “so much” I could give
It needed to be returned first
I had given my all
Self-care demanded I ….
Boundaries….
Healthy…
Etc
The case in question…
LACK!
Don’t be mad about the results you didn’t get from the work you didn’t do
Jeanette Jenkins
It was indeed this which had become my hammer.
That had decided my fate
Wyrd or is that “word”
I had forgotten not only the blood that ran through me, my own journey ( of which I share my own case files here: https://kirstydignam.co.uk/) my roots but also the very ground beneath my feet and Spirit above me.
As a result I had been held in contempt!
By myself!
Being swiftly reminded with great tough love and painful awareness, always relevant before the Death of ego and rebirth of the soul.
I share proof of my own justice being served here:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L1YSJBWhKM4
Case closed.
Not by eliminating my needs
But working for them
Acknowledging that self-worth demands self-care in the steps I take towards earning what I believe I am in-titled to.
You don’t get results by focusing on results you get results by focusing on the actions that produce results
Mike Hawkins
To do this I had to look at my own allegations.
Who did I deem myself to be.
I am love
I am Source
Like the cupboards in my kitchen I am open, no longer will the door close to hide my contents.
The “traditional” fence between myself and my neighbour, literally and metaphorically be it family, animal, Pachamama, all my relations- will and in truth always has been useless.
They are me.
I am them.
We are the collective council
Life is a balance of holding on and letting go
Rumi
It is time for us all to stop sitting on the “bored” and come to a decision.
The only healthy barriers the case in hand suggests are the removal of the shackles, placed upon us!
This New moon there are, like all aspects of life, many realities to what is occurring.
You will hear many stories, be given numerous accounts and supportive evidence.
On the one hand there is the potential of balance, order, harmony- Libra after all is a notorious Peacemaker.
On the other, anger, resentment, jealousy, aggression and with opposition of Mars in Aries great abuse of power.
The answer for many will be to find the tipping point.
The 100th “monkey”
The deciding jury
Your own beliefs.
The very thing that will encourage the only “term” needed to move forward.
Be it global change through the unification of one voice, one song for the Earth https://www.earthwisecentre.org/tps
A repetitive, temporary lockdown to stop the spread of in-fact-tion
Or “plopping”
Something I have recently discovered, having embraced my own brief.
The placing of , at least for now, a night-time restriction upon my head, to ensure I return to who I have always been- case in question provided here:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UEXtDc_LL6Y
No is a complete sentence
Ann Lamott
Either way it appears to move beyond reasonable doubt it is time to say “no”
During these testing times, we are rebuilding our own characters.
Over halfway through the year, leading into the time of the Hierophant, we are being gifted the opportunity to create or amend contracts, including those of the soul, a hearing for which will be held and recorded in our group this week.
To unite what we receive, conceive within our physical vessels, and produce actions that serve to release the injustices occurring.
You can co-create within your own dualities.
By cross examining the Masculine
Taking counsel and exhibiting steps towards obtaining physical change.
Intuitively moving beyond hearsay now, ours and others, to the facts.
What is needed is an injunction towards anything that is not truth.
This can come at a time where it appears there is no-thing left, and often does.
Dispute not because ye see not for ye receive no witness until after the trial of your faith
Boyd K Parker
The hope being built for next year isnt guilty of asking “too much” but of demanding we realise we are who we are looking for.
That we commit to this personal Oath.
That we back up our words now with actions.
For an outcome that benefits us all.
Thinking will not overcome fear but action will
W. Clement Stone
We must find the “higher ground” here in the physical realms.
By negotiating without appeasing
Uniting with our shadows, acknowledging the “criminals” within and externally as part of the whole case.
Recessing, not to change, strip, punish but re-evaluate our pleas.
The testimony- that what is needed is more of the very thing we are prosecuting.
Love
Without this Universal hormone, in a world where oxytocin lacks, all deliveries are neglectful lengthy trials, traumatic- not only affecting all we create but the very arrival of the generations we elect to follow us.
Are you ready to look beyond probable cause and serve your own justice?
Kirsty Dignam- Soul Midwife 